Morning Musing on the Morning Musings
Luvlies, Good morning. I’m torn. Writing morning musings has been so good for my process, and helps getting my words out into the real world but… slowly the musings are taking more than the Pomodoro timed allotted to create them. Last week, I took time off from writing musings and I realized that I’m a person of habit.
I’ll take something that I enjoy doing – an activity that doesn’t make me money and is healthy for my mental state -… and then choke the fcuk out of it. I’m starting to be too precious with the musings; trying too hard to make this more than it is. My words are spilling out more muddled than usual, which feels like I’m stuttering on the page? Is that even possible to stutter while writing?
Images are being crafted specifically for each post, because I want the image to signify the message, but it doesn’t have to. Really, a pretty thumbnail is a pretty thumbnail. It could be the same image everyday and nobody would care, but I’m making it complicated for myself. I am a semi perfectionist and I have standards.
There are some days I don’t have a positive thought in my head. I’m trying to work out if the thought is perimenopause, dehydration, anemia, or just plain frustration with how the world is right now. Do you want to read that or are you hear for the shits and giggles? Sometimes I don’t have words to express my emotion, rather a sound, like this:
AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Can that not be the musing? Can’t that just be the entire post?
I’ll give it a try and see how that works out.
…and that’s time. Still here? Leave your thoughts down below.
See you soon Luvlies!
xoxo Luv Laney Luv
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Morning Musing is a pomodoro-timed, free thought experiment to get back into the swing of things. No Ai added.
